two thousand twelve

Alhamdulillah, pray to Allah..
HE Still give me opportunity to take a breath in this year 2012..

As usual, at the beginning of year, everyone will plan what they want to achieve for this new year..

Before i proceed to the next plan, i want to review back myself...
what i've planned for last year, 2011 and do i fulfill it...
Key Performance Index Aisyah for 2011ok, 2011 determination ..
1. Submit thesis
2. Publish journal
3. IELTS test
4. BTN
5. Phd application

Actually, i failed or in a better word, i'm not successfully achieve that...

plan your work then work your plan...

that quote is the best reflecting myself...

i less effective in managing myself...(T_T)

Therefore, for this 2012...
i want to change my inner perspective first...

i want to BE BETTER person...
Insyaallah, i will GET BETTER life..
then insyaallah i will GIVE BETTER..

TEN ASPECTS OF LIFE that i want to improve

A. JOB

Ok, currently i have 2 job, as a tutor and as a student...

Yes, because i'm not taking my study leave i need to fulfill my responsible for both job..

As a student, i want to submit my thesis then proceed with viva and so on...At the same time, submit my manuscript to suitable journal, insyaallah it will be accepted. Amiin.

As a tutor, other than facilitate laboratory, construct new laboratory for undergraduate, I need to plan my PhD... wish me luck ! (^^,)

B. FINANCIAL

This is one of the importance thing that i want to improve. Because, sometime i not aware with my financial and be a spendthrift person.

Therefore, now i make new regulation for myself

i.  save RM 500 per month for future expenditure

ii. keep RM2/ day everyday for emergency purpose

another source that i can get more money???home tuition maybe....hmmm

C. FAMILY

As a daughter of my lovely emak and abah.... i hope this year, i can spend more time with them as well as with my sibling; angah, hanif, faiz, zaid,hafiz and din... travel to cameron highland maybee...


I want to visit my grandparent at muar more frequent...

Before this, hari raya and wedding day are the only time for me to meet  my cousins and all families gather together.Hopefully, we can meet often and share many more memories.

Insyaallah this flesh and blood relation will be more tighten day by day...

 

D. SURROUNDING

i'm not really understand this aspect, however i assume it as a material aspect or surrounding criteria..

-lab, home, car, 

Ok, what i really want to have now is DSLR NIKON.... i want it... i want it... huuuuu...save your money aisyah...

E. RECREATION    
i love recreation! hehe.. love picnic at desaru, love bowling although my ball tend to go into the drain, love paintball even my left hand have a big bruise and cramp legs.. love traveling...love shopping... love snapping memories....



Next recreation activities that i want to do are mountain/rock climbing,hiking, horse riding, kayaking,backpacking,scuba diving and etc. 

F. SELF DEVELOPMENT / SELF IMPROVEMENT   

There are 3 types of skills that are self-management skills, technical/ work-specific skills and functional/transferable skills 

Ok, for self-management skill that i need to improve including 
i want to be more punctual,wake up early everyday, go early to lab, more focus to every thing i do and etc

In term of work-specific skills, i want to improve my writing, reading,communication, critical thinking,asking question, time management skills and etc.


Functional skills that i already have are driving, swimming, photography, cooking, sewing, baking and etc..I want to improve the skills..

p/s : Alhamdulillah, yesterday i learn 2 more skills, how to make lasagna from su natasha and theory tutorial of dslr camera from afiqah...thanks guys (^^,)             
                              
    
              
G. FRIENDS AND COMMUNITY
I glad to have many friends...From kindergarten until now- However, i have lost contact with most of my childhood friend. Hmm, aimi nazirah, wan mastura and farhana, my best friends in class 1 ikhlas srk sri serdang, zahratu syuhada, nurul shuhada daud, nora basyara, siti nurain, and many more from sk jenderam hilir, nur edayu, ruzita japan, nur azrin, afidah, murni from sk maju jaya...

Alhamdulillah, i still contact my

-secondary schoolmate a.k.a my 1st hostel-mate(ssijb); shaliza, wani rahim, fizanad, izyan salleh, fezlina, and etc...
-some of them that i lost contact : saa'di, dilla mohaideen, adib, ....


my mrsmktmate;syikin A, shikin B, eim, emah, dettol, wani, combi, nurul, dayah, irah, aini, naza... and etc... but we not gather together after spm.. miss u olz guy.. let's make reunion!


-matriculation(kmmmate) - roomate (A2.3.3) : siti, fatimah andabidah - i tried to find abidah and fatimah in facebook but not found it... Miss the moment.... when will we meet again ? hmmm.... My wingmate (wing A)...fana, amy,

tutorial/classmate (f7p4) - my bestfriend, ain and nana already married.. before this we always meet each other in utm... but other guys : fadilah, nadia, nisa, pai, que, ina, laila, hilman, daniel, amir, khai, and etc. Alfatihah to our classmate Qayyum that already pass away. 


-UTM( sepseb) - Deep in my heart, i really miss the moment of go to class..by walking with ju, tasha, yanie, hanah or sometime go together with siti, pia nana, pka.... SEB... just twelve girls including aidil my only best roomate a.k.a askar SEB, gare the genius girl, mahani perempuan melayu terakhir, ju the indonesion song addicted, nana the loud speaker, siti the creative girl, tasha the debater a.k.a confidence icon, pka the most adorable girl that use KBG that time, yanie the decisive girl, pia an organised person, and hanah the gentle girl.

hehe... the title just fun, don't get mad ...heee~

miss u olz guys also the boy and SEP mate... miss to have raya konvoi together...



-PRACTICAL (APSB, HSAJB)
-bud2, azim, abg adi, faizal, damai, en.hanafi, kak chik, kak fiza, kak sida, kak fida, and etc...
Thanks guy teach me many things during practical... Miss all of you


-My exhousemate - no 4 jalan kebangsaan 43, taman universiti
jaja, ecah, k.aida, pia, ayien....
thank guys for the memories... 
Miss that moment.. love u all

Ok.. let go to the current state

my MEDITEGMATE, FKBSKMATE, USRAHMATE,HOUSEMATE i really happy to be with u all now!

H. ROMANTIC

Hehe... this is though part, what actually this aspect mean?...Hmmm...
maybe be more sensitive to surrounding, be more caring... say what inside your heart....o....donno la...yeah i am stick n rigid person, right... need to learn how to be more romantic...hahahah 

I. HEALTH

I want to be healthy person because when not get sick you can save your money, can use your time wisely, can be cheerful, live happily.
Therefore i want to improve my eating style in order to get better health. First thing is i want to eat breakfast everyday( b4 this aku slalu skip breakfast) because studies showed that when we take breakfast :

• A more nutritionally complete diet, higher in nutrients, vitamins and minerals
• Improved concentration and performance in the classroom or the boardroom
• More strength and endurance to engage in physical activity
• Lower cholesterol levels
  

Then, i want finish eating every meal..(hehe..susah tau task ni..=P) and drink water minimum 2 litre everyday.
   

J. SPIRITUAL /FAITH/ RELIGION

Improve my ibadah, i already pray but i want to improve to  pray early every praying time, i already fasting during ramadhan but  i want to add more by fasting at least 1 day per month, i already read alquran but before this not discipline, so i want to      - recite alquran atleast 1 juzuk per month and i want to make continuously charity by sedeqah at least RM1 per month and many more
        
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All this iltizam are combination of ASK -Attitude, Skills and Knowledge.

In order to achieved all this aims, i was created new motto that can be simplified as 3I - IQRA, ITQAN and ISTIQAMAH

IQRA -READ .... source of knowledge

ITQAN -FOCUS or DILIGENT .... Do the best of everything you do 

ISTIQAMAH -DISCIPLINE or RESOLUTE ...Don't just " Hangat-hangat tahi ayam"

Although many things i'm not fulfill in year 2011 but thanks to Allah for all happiness that i got especially the memories with my lovely family and friends...
Indeed i love u all...
We are together because Allah determine it..
Hopefully we will be together untill jannah...InsyaAllah...Amiin

p/s : Alhamdulillah, neutralize (^^,) (>,<)