it's ending of may

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" what u got for biomaterial in undergraduate?"

"B" ..(actually i forgot that time, just now i've checked and ohh it's A-)

"biomechanics?"

"B+" (ok, it's true)

" that why dr., i don't know what i want to further my study"

"why"

"i think i have problem in understand this mechanic field, it not easy for me to visualize what will happen based on the problem"

"so, what subject u got A?"

"electrical, electronics n mathematics"

"yela...pegi la amik elektrik tu...membazir beras ak je ko keje kt sni 2 thn"
"huhuuu"

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"ok, i think that is problem in undergraduate syllabus of biomedical engineering because only 2 subjects that related to this department that are biomechanics and introduction to biomaterial. Actually, 4 subjects should be include in the program syllabus ; statics, dynamics, mechanics of materials and material structure."

"ooooh, that why la. we though that the subjects that not balance for electrical and mechanical field"

"yes, for mechanical engineeering students, they study finite element analysis in forth year after understand all the basic"
"that why la dr. i kinda blur" (hahaha..make a reason! in fact my colleagues can perform well) 

"So i think u need to read this mechanics of material book!"
"ooo..ok"

(thanks dr. because dont give up support and motivate me)

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"kaklong, i want to move the car over here!"

"ha...ok..be carefull" ( just let she coz i'm busy packing my stuff)

"hmm, until outside of the house la"

"haaa...yelah"

forward.right.backward.left.reverse.move. ( that time just thought that nazri n sepul also take time to go out from that gate)

and...

creeeeet.....

she stucked!

ouch!

my bluvy!

ohhhh

the back left tyre just in contact with the gate..

my bluvy got scratch

n it mean my heart tooo..

"ok, go out, i'll try"

shivering.

move forward a bit

ouch it will scracth more

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finally, after about 10 minutes i successfully took out my bluvy

.. drove to pengkalan balak for our family annual meeting and family day..

during driving the dialog of adam in nur kasih the movie that sound like this " if u want something u need to sacrifice the thing that u love" ...n may be i lost  bit of my loved and i will get more ...insyaallah.

and that time i also think that IF i'm not give 100% trust this may be not happened, BUT all that was happened u cannot change it. AT LEAST, it just scratch your bluvy not involve in terrific accident.

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Alhamdulillah the koperasi meeting and family day ended successfully although the sukaneka was planned 6 hours before the game...hehe..what ever, it soooo happening!~

//do u recognize that word " IF" always belong to unsatisfied feeling. we think we can change the reality and "AT LEAST" neutralize it by thinking it was the best for that moment//