But i still want to story some stories related to October..
May be we can called it tragedy october..
Or may be sweet october...
It about 'lost'
Or actually misplaced
1st story : 2 oct 2012- before the I.N.A.T.E.X 2012
As a manager of the project that we participated in the exhibition,
I responsible to print the poster, photostat the flyers and etc.
8-11 am - I have pre-lab at control lab, FKE.
11.00 am - Go to melana to take something.
11.15 am - Go to Iprint to take the posters that already printed.
2.30 pm - Before, we go to DSI to setup the booth, we go to buy double tap and i use the single money from the handbag.
4.00 pm - After setup the booth at DSI, i want photostat the flyer..that time i just realized - MY WALLET NOT THERE!..Not in the handbag. Try to be positive " May be in the lab, i forgot to bring it"
4.30 pm - Arrived at lab, i quickly search the wallet if it on my desk or elsewhere in lab. But, IT'S NOT THERE! Oh my god!..I just thinking that there is dr.rafiq's money for inatex was there... and now, where is the wallet..
Try thinking, where i may be left it... Iprint? because last time i used the wallet was at Iprint..
I plan to go to iprint if someone found it and save it for me..
Before that i search it at the parking and inside the car (from the driver seat's view)
Unfortunately, still not found it
At the same time, my mouth never stop saying ya raqiib.... ya raqiib... ya raqiib...
5.30 pm - Ask the person at the Iprint counter " Do you see the grey wallet, may be misplaced here?"
" Ha? wallet? Hmm, no la"
Oh that answer really make me dissapointed.
However, i still not stopping zikir ya raqiib...and at the same time after i go out from Iprint
i make a dua and tawasul to Allah " Ya Allah, if you return my wallet, i will donate rm 10 from the wallet to masjid.. please accept my dua ya Allah"
Walk to the car, and get the instinct to open co-pilot door and search the wallet from there..
Allahuakbar!... It's there... embedded under the co-pilot seat... Subhanallah... All praise to Allah,
I'm so relief and start the engine drive to the mosque to solat syukur and donate my money. Alhamdulillah ya Allah.
2nd story : 14 Oct 2012 After my master's convocation
After my convocation, my family and i drive to malacca because we want to celebrate my sister's convocation the day after.
At the night, my sister ask " Kaklong, nak tengok gambar, nak compare nanti konvo utm ke upm yang best"... haha..sengal!...I search the camera in my handbag. Not there.Then i replied her " Hmm, xde kat sini lar, tertinggal kat dalam kete kot...tengok gambar dalam ipad abah lar"
I go to the car, to take all the paperbag. But, camera not there and it already night it limited light to search it..
6.00 am 14 oct - My parent and angah already ready to depart to upm and there i right after woke up, i go to the bluvy as may dad already started the engine... Try to find the camera at the bonnet. Dad " Ade x?"..
Me " Xder pon..mane ni" Mom " kawan kaklong yang amekkan gambar semalam lupe nak pas kan balik kot" hmmmm.... don't have idea..
After i praying subuh, take the instant roti canai for breakfast, wash the laundry.. My lips zikir ya raqiib... insyaallah Allah give me sign where is the camera.
After completed wash the laundry, i prepared to hang the laundry at the garage...
While i hanging he laundry, i still thinking about my lovely camera, oh where are you my dear..
Then, suddenly i kick something...and IT'S MY CAMERA!.. Allahuakbar!..Subhanallah.. Ya Allah, home come it here? Hmm, may be it fall down when my brothers go out from the car... Alhamdulillah ya Allah.. huh, luckily, it not hit by the car when my dad reverse the car that morning...
3rd story : 28 Oct 2012 . During Aidiladha after we do 'korban'
Alhamdulillah my relatives (dad's side) make korban this year at our village , serom, muar.
Alhamdulillah my family have enough rezki to take two part out of the seven for our korban.
I shared with my sister but use my name, and abah shared with mak and used abah's name for this korban.
InsyaAllah, next year we will share again and use mak and angah name.
Oh, it's kinda excited experience for me because- alhamdulillah at age of 26 years old able to make the korban. and -it's long time we not doing korban at our village.
7.30 am : They ready to bowled the black cow and i bring my tab to snap the moment.
8.00 am : My cousin take take the picture at the moment using dslr was asked to grab the cow's leg before it going to be slaughtered. And i don't want to miss the opportunity to take the picture using my dream camera-dslr offer to use his camera.hehe.. and he accept..So, i pass my tab to my sister.
10.00 am : Finished capturing picture of the slaughter and flaying cow, i pass it back to my cousin and go to the kitchen to help girl's thing - cut the meat, onion, vegetable and etc.
11.45 am : All the process of cooking nearly finished i go to our room to take some rest.
" angah, mane TAB kaklong" " tadi letak kat tv tu"..
Go out from room and rush go to the tv, but it not there... oh my god..
Searching at the cushion, table, upstair... but it was not there.
Ya Allah...
My cousin " Ade simkad x dlm tab tu" " Ade simkad broadband jer...dah try kol, x bley"
Me " Hmm, cube kol no. viber"..
He called my viber number and my dad, my uncles and me search the tab.
My uncle " Ade kat dalam kereta x?"
Although i know it's not there i still go to the car and try to find the tab there.
12.15 noon : The tahlil started. We recite the tahlil doa.. but at the same time my heart never end zikir ya raqiib and pray that Allah give us sign where is the tab and if somebody picked it up, he/she will return it.
12.45 noon : Abah glanced at me and from his mouth i see he asked " da jumper?" ( because we sit far each other) and i replied with " belum".
And as he is the leader of the tahlil, before he end the tahlil he give accouncement, if somebody found my tablet or inadvertently take it, please return it back.
In the same time i'm pray oo Allah, i do this korban because of you, please return my tablet..
During eat, my aunt ask me if i already found it and i said no. She replied with " Hmm, Mak*** rase dah jauh tu...ade la tu yang ambik tu" Oh...that statement is sooo frustration me!... No, it still here!... InsyaAllah Allah will show us the sign where it is! I'm really hope i found it back!
1.00 pm : While i wash the dishes my cousin k.cha " Ala, xyah sedih2, kite doakan nanti dapat tab yang lagi canggih" " Ala xnak...doakan kite dapat tab tu balik jer...
15 minutes later ; i still at the sink because the dishes to be wash is a lot.
k.cha " da jumper da, kat bilik atas" "ha, yeke" smiling..Alhamdulillah " hee, baru nampak senyum" "tadi carik kat bilik atas x jumper pon, xper la... alhamdulillah"
I bought Mukjizat Zikir-Zikir Asmaul Husna early of this year, and i found it is good. But, don't just zikir because you want something, zikir to get His bless. InsyaAllah.
There is 99 name of Allah, and the 44th is Ar-Raqib (الرقيب), the meaning is The Watchful One.
This is one of the ikhtiar if we lost something we can zikir Ya Raqiib as much as you can, InsyaAllah, He will open the hijab and we can find the lost thing.
p/s : still remember the reddish sony ericssion phone that i lost 2 year ago after Igcesh (4/11/10). Well, i know the hikmah of the lost. I can delete all the bad memories.
p/s : oh my grammar! oh my vocab!... i know there is many english errors here and there...but i want to publish it first after write too long...after this insyaallah i'll check again...huuuuu
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